May 28, 2007 01:34
it's back on. i'm happy. problem? trust.
i don't trust anyone. i've never been able to fully trust anyone.
i don't know what it is about me, i just have an awful time believing that people aren't lying to me.
i've been lied to a lot in the past, so i mean it makes sense, but it's just difficult, cause i should trust, but i can't completely, there's always something in the back of my mind, and i can't help it, and there would be with anyone.. it's not just one thing, which everyone THINKS it is. it's everything. people lie about millions of things, so who says they're not going to lie to me? yes i believe, but i can't help the suspicion, with anyone and everything.