Apr 08, 2004 19:37
LET ME TELL YOU ABOUT HOW OUR LOVE KEEPS ME FROM FEELING ALONE LATE AT NIGHT WHEN THERE'S ABSOLUTELY NO ONE ANSWERING THEIR PHONE, AND I'M CRYING MY FUCKING EYES OUT, AND NOT ONE SINGLE PERSON IS THERE AND THERE SHOULD BE. LET ME TELL YOU ABOUT HOW OUR LOVE KEEPS ME FROM WANTING TO TAKE A BLADE TO MY ARM BECAUSE I WANT SOMETHING TO HURT ON THE OUTSIDE BECAUSE MAYBE THAT WILL KILL THIS THING ON THE INSIDE. LET ME TELL YOU ABOUT HOW OUR LOVE SAVES ME FROM THE PAIN THAT KEEPS ME UP AT NIGHT IN MY BLOOD AND IN MY HEART. LET ME TELL YOU ABOUT HOW OUR LOVE LEFT ME VULNERABLE AND READY TO TRUST HIM, ONLY TO FIND THAT WHEN I NEEDED SOMEONE--ANYONE--TO TELL ME THAT I WASN'T GOING CRAZY, AND THAT EVERYTHING WOULD FUCKING BE BETTER HE WAS THE ONE I NEEDED MOST AND HE WASN'T FUCKING THERE. LET ME TELL YOU ABOUT HOW BROKEN MY FUCKING HEART IS BECAUSE I LET MYSELF TRUST ONLY TO BE SHOWN AGAIN THAT I SHOULDN'T. LET ME TELL YOU ABOUT HOW EMPTY I FEEL. AND LET ME TELL YOU ABOUT HOW FAR AWAY HE FUCKING IS.