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[kaatebond]

i don't feel comfortable in most of the rooms at my house, with the except of the tv room, which is wicked lame because it's the tv room. everything is too nice in my house or is in the process of being made too nice. what the hell happened to our store brand cookies? ok, granted dancing deer espresso chocolate cake is delicious, but even the most snobbiest food snob misses the things she grew up with.

i finished watching the movie white oleander today and i'm in the midst of reading "venus in furs". i'm thinking too much about beauty and what beauty is and how others see each person's beauty. i sound too much like a hampshire student.

i wish i knew how to write anything well.