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maybe i'm not cut out for dating.
i always think i am doing the right thing, then when i look back on it... was i doing the wrong thing?
noo. i was doing the right thing. wasn't i?
i have dated a lot recently... a lot a lot a lot in the past few months. maybe it's all just too underwhelming and i need to stop.
and a lot of the time i think i'm a bad person.
i just saw someone i was supposed to go on a date with.
instead i went with someone else.
that makes me a bad person.
i lead people on a lot too.
no one is allowed to spend the night with me anymore. it just leads to more disappointment and uncertainty.
*kick line* in which case if you wanna bubble, slap that bass slap away your trouble, learn to zoom zoom zoom.............slap that bass.
i'm glad i have made new friends this semester. friends that i don't want to date. and friends who don't disappoint me.
how come that always changes when you're dating someone?
*shrug*
soooo. today was last day of brit lit.. yay! well, we have class on monday--but just a review and class evaluations.
luigi was a lot of fun today...there was some guy in there everyone was trying to impress... they did everything but.
tomorrow is last day of non-fiction. i need to pick a piece to revise.
school is almost over...almost over... almost over.
oh--i need to fill out my french assistantship forms.
ooh, remember that dumbass who said france didn't want me, and the reason i didn't get the assistantship is because i'm immature and obnoxious. i just thought of this--apparently he didn't read the whole journal entry--because i did get an assistantship... i didn't get the highest paid one. i am bummed about not getting the higher paid one, and not being in nancy.. which is closer to deidre. it's more competitive and more selective. (this is there for anyone who thinks i'm not going to france next year--cause i am...just on a different assistantship than i had previously thought.)
hanging out with josh and joanne later.. cause they are fun.
later kids.
i always think i am doing the right thing, then when i look back on it... was i doing the wrong thing?
noo. i was doing the right thing. wasn't i?
i have dated a lot recently... a lot a lot a lot in the past few months. maybe it's all just too underwhelming and i need to stop.
and a lot of the time i think i'm a bad person.
i just saw someone i was supposed to go on a date with.
instead i went with someone else.
that makes me a bad person.
i lead people on a lot too.
no one is allowed to spend the night with me anymore. it just leads to more disappointment and uncertainty.
*kick line* in which case if you wanna bubble, slap that bass slap away your trouble, learn to zoom zoom zoom.............slap that bass.
i'm glad i have made new friends this semester. friends that i don't want to date. and friends who don't disappoint me.
how come that always changes when you're dating someone?
*shrug*
soooo. today was last day of brit lit.. yay! well, we have class on monday--but just a review and class evaluations.
luigi was a lot of fun today...there was some guy in there everyone was trying to impress... they did everything but.
tomorrow is last day of non-fiction. i need to pick a piece to revise.
school is almost over...almost over... almost over.
oh--i need to fill out my french assistantship forms.
ooh, remember that dumbass who said france didn't want me, and the reason i didn't get the assistantship is because i'm immature and obnoxious. i just thought of this--apparently he didn't read the whole journal entry--because i did get an assistantship... i didn't get the highest paid one. i am bummed about not getting the higher paid one, and not being in nancy.. which is closer to deidre. it's more competitive and more selective. (this is there for anyone who thinks i'm not going to france next year--cause i am...just on a different assistantship than i had previously thought.)
hanging out with josh and joanne later.. cause they are fun.
later kids.