you know i hate life...don't make it look so pretty burning
of coarse since everything has been goin so good here lately some bullshit has to happen to fuck it all up! first i get bitched at b/c oh no Carie snorted some pills on Saturday night...oh god!now i have to get bitched at b/c my best friend gave me a little kiss on the lips...wtf? like its really that big of a deal i mean i could understand if i was bisexual or whatever but i'm straight! i mean Mia is the first girl i ever kissed to begin with. And he wants to consider that cheating thats just childish. Why he has to make a big deal out of little shit i'll never know. He tried to throw Heather in my face bein all like "well how would you feel if i just gave Heather a little kiss on the lips?" in no way does that compare at all! FUCK HEATHER!! i don't care if she is your best friend and you consider her a sister to you thats bullshit she has feelings for you and you expect me not to give a fuck ha! yea okay. but whatever this is the stupidest fight i've ever gottin into its pointless and a waste of time but if you want to make a big deal then fine whatever!
but anyways...i didn't go to school today b/c i felt like shit and i got no sleep what so ever last night or the night before. So yea...i'm probably the only person who can be out of school over a week and not go to school our first day back! but i really didn't care...i wouldn't go tomarrow b/c i still feel like shit but i can't afford to fail to extremely bad this 6 weeks!i hate school=/
yea...i went to the bowling alley with Mia again Saturday night. and let me tell you that was a night i'll never forget for all kinds of different reasons! some bullshit def. happened that night but i won't get into that b/c it'll just piss me off even more than i already am!
but i'm gonna go...maybe if i look hard enough i can find a gun and a bullet to shoot myself with...but i doubt i get that lucky=/
but anyways...i didn't go to school today b/c i felt like shit and i got no sleep what so ever last night or the night before. So yea...i'm probably the only person who can be out of school over a week and not go to school our first day back! but i really didn't care...i wouldn't go tomarrow b/c i still feel like shit but i can't afford to fail to extremely bad this 6 weeks!i hate school=/
yea...i went to the bowling alley with Mia again Saturday night. and let me tell you that was a night i'll never forget for all kinds of different reasons! some bullshit def. happened that night but i won't get into that b/c it'll just piss me off even more than i already am!
but i'm gonna go...maybe if i look hard enough i can find a gun and a bullet to shoot myself with...but i doubt i get that lucky=/