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I am so god awfully exhausted. I slept at Kyle’s last nite and he TWITCHES so he kept me up half the nite with his random seizures. I wanted to kill him. I slapped him a few times, but he was obviously too deep into a dream and never even woke up despite my repetitive smacks to the face. Haha. Gotta love it. We watched "Win a Date with Tad Hamilton" but we didn't get to finish it because I was passing out. Either way, what we had seen sucked. I really didn’t want to wake up this morning, but it wasn’t like I really had a choice. I already missed a day this week, and I have that gay ass concert tonite so I kinda had to make the effort to get my ass here. And, me and Lauren want to take a day out and go to the beach next week if its nice. So there’s another day. And I’ve already used 3 out of my 5 absences and we’ve yet to have Senior bunk day. Shittt.
Anyway.
I am so sick of school it’s ridiculous. I can’t fucking stand being here. Today me and Sean went out to lunch (like always) and the thought that I could get in trouble for leaving STUDY pissed me off. It’s mid-May and all I’m thinking about is graduation and getting the fuck out of here. I don’t care anymore. And maybe I should so my grades don’t go to shit, but I’m only going to RIC right, so what’s it matter? But it’s too nice out to sit through 83 minute periods and not be staring outside at the sun. All I want to do is be able to sleep late, go to the beach, take a nap and then start my night. And that’s how I plan on having my summer. Days at the beach, because hey, we only live an hour away so why not utilize what others wish for. And I want to spend this summer with the people I’m going to say goodbye to and not see much of next year. (Even though it’s only RIC I don’t plan on coming home…EVER). Just thinking that Gradaution is in arms reach makes me excited.
J