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I want through some old accounts on Gaia today, and it mad me think of the days gone by... I looked at old posts and old friends, I remembered things like fishing with S_Snape and all the people I had to talk to and how I took all that for granted...one thing that sticks in my head still form a long time ago is when someone said "Dreams are just dreams lass. Don't let them get to you. You cant control them"
I remembered our old house and the things we did there.. like watching The Wild Thornberrys and Real Monsters with my dad, and comparing it to how all he does now is take sleeping pills and passes out. and how we all used to watch the sunday night line up together, they dont have time for family anymore. and when mom was happy, now all she does is cry and says she wants a new life. I even miss the old bat and when she was able to walk and go to the bathroom by herself.
I miss how Brandy would always come over and wait at home for us, now she only comes over when she wants something.. like today my sister asked her over and she said "Do you have munchies" we don't, and shes not here. Munchies and money thats all she cares about now days. And now that we are all but bankrupt, and Kat just got 70k she doesn't come over anymore. She'd rather hang out with someone that buys her things. I would give anything at all to get that back, but it doesn't work like that does it?
I remembered our old house and the things we did there.. like watching The Wild Thornberrys and Real Monsters with my dad, and comparing it to how all he does now is take sleeping pills and passes out. and how we all used to watch the sunday night line up together, they dont have time for family anymore. and when mom was happy, now all she does is cry and says she wants a new life. I even miss the old bat and when she was able to walk and go to the bathroom by herself.
I miss how Brandy would always come over and wait at home for us, now she only comes over when she wants something.. like today my sister asked her over and she said "Do you have munchies" we don't, and shes not here. Munchies and money thats all she cares about now days. And now that we are all but bankrupt, and Kat just got 70k she doesn't come over anymore. She'd rather hang out with someone that buys her things. I would give anything at all to get that back, but it doesn't work like that does it?