fuck indiana
He is without a doubt the most perfect boy on the planet earth. I have not found a flaw on his inside or outside. this is the boy i want to be with unconditionally for as long as i possibly can. Ive never been so happy to be with anyone... ever... in my life. and i know he feels the same way about me. tonight i had to tell him goodbye for three months and that was the hardest thing ive had to do for as long as i can remember. ive never cried so hard for so long either. and when he saw me cry he did too. ive never made a boy cry before... its not a good feeling. infact, its downright horrible and disturbing. i promised i would wait for him to come back and everything would be ok. he promised he would come back and hold me again and he would think about me every day. then he stepped off the front porch and a tear rolled down his cheek as i looked at his beautiful eyes for the last time in whats going to seem like forever. i think im going to die.
a bunch of chocolate, half a box of tissues, and about 50 sad songs later....
i'm about an inch from death, or something like it.
love is suprising. i do believe im in love... and he was only here for one week.
the next three months will be hell without him.
a bunch of chocolate, half a box of tissues, and about 50 sad songs later....
i'm about an inch from death, or something like it.
love is suprising. i do believe im in love... and he was only here for one week.
the next three months will be hell without him.