What to do....
Well, everyone else at work was glad to be off for the summer. Not me. First of all, I DO NOT GET PAID during the summer like some of the employees do. Second of all, I do not do well out of my routine. I need a structured environment. Maybe I should have joined the military when I was younger. I'd be almost retired by now if I had. Instead, I'm stuck in this dead-end job because I love it. I don't understand myself.