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I AM SO NERVOUS RIGHT NOW!! I feel completely unprepared and it's driving me NUTS. You'd think after doing routines consistently, solidly, and CONSTANTLY for the last five months a little meet like this would be no sweat. NOT! I think everything that's happened lately and being out of my normal routine during spring break has completely thrown me off. Not to mention I took a nap yesterday (instead of practicing), I STILL feel crappy (not because of the other night tho), and this meet is at an incredibly stupid time. Competition doesn't even start until 7 p.m.! Grrr nothing feels right!! I literally feel like I'm in the middle of one of those bad dreams I've had a gazillion times where something really important is coming up and I'm not ready for it at all... like I've landed smack in the middle of doing something BIG and I haven't the slightest idea of what I'm doing. Maybe I'm dreaming right now? I'll pinch myself and find out... OUCH! Nope, I'm awake alright. damn it.
I better start getting ready. I need to get my shit together, go to Angie's so she can do my hair (holler at muh girl! She's only doing it cuz she lost the "finger on the nose" thing ;-D --jk she's doing it cuz she luffs me, right?), meet up w/ my mom for my doc appointment, get home to meet Meg and Ang, and leave for Ann Arbor! We're not going to get back til like 1 in the morn but whateverr.
Yup I'm out.
I better start getting ready. I need to get my shit together, go to Angie's so she can do my hair (holler at muh girl! She's only doing it cuz she lost the "finger on the nose" thing ;-D --jk she's doing it cuz she luffs me, right?), meet up w/ my mom for my doc appointment, get home to meet Meg and Ang, and leave for Ann Arbor! We're not going to get back til like 1 in the morn but whateverr.
Yup I'm out.