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[k_to_the_ortni]

I don't know what to do, I don't know what to think. I'm scared of so much right now, and what's worse is that I'm confused by it all sooo much more. I want it all to go away... I want to go back in time or whatever is necessary for things to be o.k- let it out. I feel things slipping, and I know if I don't do something, it will only go further. Been through it before, so shouldn't this be the better time around? Shouldn't there not be another time around period? The worst part is that I have no control over circumstances this time; I only have control over what results from the circumstances. I'm realizing this all applies to several different things at the same time. I wish there was someone who could understand all this... who knows, maybe there is... I just don't know who that person is. help?

I really need some mad libs right now... ;-(

one thing's for sure... I heart my katie!!