WHOO HOO
Now that i'm getting a second I think i'm going to start updating again but ah ah lol i've been so busy lately i can't breathe
Gina's awesome b-day party tonight hell ya got to meet more shs people sweet sweet and then of course all of us haha sweet again. It was a fun time i got to ride suzio as a lawnmower and search the grass for Jackie's bellybutton ring.
AH so i'm scared for next year i'm like never goign to have time to breath AP hardcore classes student council job clubs lol all with a hope of some sort of social life oh and duh college gear I can't believe less than a week and we're seniors how did this even happen! Like I went to prom last night and just ah it gave me butterflies because even though it's not really anything that much more fancy than homecoming it still is like wow....and i really hope i'm in love again by the time prom comes around because it seems like it would make it taht much better just everyone looked beautiful and aww!
lifes been so ah lately i mean all the parties and gear i can only stay for a little while and such and it's like.....that feeling of watching your life go by but i love you guys so much and how amazing you all truly are like seriously i've been noticing that lately too how much i like seriously love each of my friends because i would be a worthless piece of depressed poo with out you all
hahaha wow everything since last year like thinking about ginas party last year or mine for that matter it's weird......as some of you know.....
anyways kind of a pointless i just wanna type and not go to bed yet entry even though there is work at 8 in teh morning whoo hooo
i havn't had a sleepover in forever.......::sigh:: wtf man.....
anyways i was really proud of myself like a week ago for "saying goodbye" to the crap i was taking and everyone joked about how it wasn't the last time....and it wasn't lol it's amazing what a week can do like suprisingly a lot of stuff has changed....i'm still trying to figure it out though
aww and i made a new buddy Sarah i was really proud of myself i was like hey now she seems awesome and i'm going to meet her and we've actually been talking and gear and shes nice to relate too and haha good taste in music JIMMY EAT WORLD HELL YA gosh i love those boys btw
back to the dilema i've determined all boys are the same and they like seeing what they can get away with *self aware or not* and they also don't directly lie about it but cover it up....so once i laid down the line and was like i'm not taking this stuff changed........and i'm not exactly sure why or to trust it or not ttand just...if you guys have an opinion i'm not saying i'm going to follow it at all just i've been thinking about it a lot lately and it's driving me crazy
lol anyways thinking about birthday party being the last day of school if i'm even having one i'm still not sure i mean it's just kind of really a party hosted by me which is like most....so maybe i'll just have an end of the year party in general i dunno but yay!
....wow almost seniors.....the closer we get the more excited i get but just.....what the hell the future holds in all aspects is crazy and very unknown to me but .....ah
Gina's awesome b-day party tonight hell ya got to meet more shs people sweet sweet and then of course all of us haha sweet again. It was a fun time i got to ride suzio as a lawnmower and search the grass for Jackie's bellybutton ring.
AH so i'm scared for next year i'm like never goign to have time to breath AP hardcore classes student council job clubs lol all with a hope of some sort of social life oh and duh college gear I can't believe less than a week and we're seniors how did this even happen! Like I went to prom last night and just ah it gave me butterflies because even though it's not really anything that much more fancy than homecoming it still is like wow....and i really hope i'm in love again by the time prom comes around because it seems like it would make it taht much better just everyone looked beautiful and aww!
lifes been so ah lately i mean all the parties and gear i can only stay for a little while and such and it's like.....that feeling of watching your life go by but i love you guys so much and how amazing you all truly are like seriously i've been noticing that lately too how much i like seriously love each of my friends because i would be a worthless piece of depressed poo with out you all
hahaha wow everything since last year like thinking about ginas party last year or mine for that matter it's weird......as some of you know.....
anyways kind of a pointless i just wanna type and not go to bed yet entry even though there is work at 8 in teh morning whoo hooo
i havn't had a sleepover in forever.......::sigh:: wtf man.....
anyways i was really proud of myself like a week ago for "saying goodbye" to the crap i was taking and everyone joked about how it wasn't the last time....and it wasn't lol it's amazing what a week can do like suprisingly a lot of stuff has changed....i'm still trying to figure it out though
aww and i made a new buddy Sarah i was really proud of myself i was like hey now she seems awesome and i'm going to meet her and we've actually been talking and gear and shes nice to relate too and haha good taste in music JIMMY EAT WORLD HELL YA gosh i love those boys btw
back to the dilema i've determined all boys are the same and they like seeing what they can get away with *self aware or not* and they also don't directly lie about it but cover it up....so once i laid down the line and was like i'm not taking this stuff changed........and i'm not exactly sure why or to trust it or not ttand just...if you guys have an opinion i'm not saying i'm going to follow it at all just i've been thinking about it a lot lately and it's driving me crazy
lol anyways thinking about birthday party being the last day of school if i'm even having one i'm still not sure i mean it's just kind of really a party hosted by me which is like most....so maybe i'll just have an end of the year party in general i dunno but yay!
....wow almost seniors.....the closer we get the more excited i get but just.....what the hell the future holds in all aspects is crazy and very unknown to me but .....ah