well....2006
lol i attempted a journal entry last night but ended up going into to much detail and figured i'd embarras and make some people feel bad so i didn't post it, it was for me to remember anyways.
the last couple days have been so wow i don't even know what to say Katies party i finally said some stuff that had been eating at me forever, and new years eve i realized were the class of 06/07 and i never want to be a senior. because after being a senior we have to move on which is life yes but, how much the unknown is freaking me out is ridiculous. uhh new years night we all went to olivias. It was one of the scarriest nights of my life, lol and i'm seen some scary ones. Everything ended up being okay which i knew would happen i just didn't knwo waht steps would have to be taken to make sure that would happen. there were funny parts, but ah i'm a major worrie wart i guess....w/e.... oh and i also realized new years eve how much i just miss seeing everyone, like my siser warned me...but it's worth it hahah yes i'll just stop before this turns into last entry
winter break of 2005 was...new a new experience completely.
i'm leaving 2005 feeling that there are reasons things work out the way they do, leaving it actually thinking maybe our actions are suppost to happen what we do or don't do or who we end up being with.....there is reason behind it even if it isn't that significant to the world it is to your life
haha enough of me throwing my cheesey thoughts you can all read and laugh at i'll end in i'm so happy for being with Jay he made break especially amazing i finally think were good like going to stay good for a while...he makes me so happy and just feel so much better about everything.
the only person i really hung out with besides jay when there wasn't a party was Callie and yes for emo pics and just i'd really missed you darling so i'm glad we finally got a chance to just hang out and goof around
And megan m haha i love that kid so much and i just think even though she was gone for most of break we got a lot closer and it just makes me.......feel happy she thinks a lot along the lines that i do
Thank you everyone who i interacted with at all in 2005. I grew up so much that year i just don't even know what to say besides thank you to all of you everyones definatly taught me so many things. just wow if i really look back and think about it
I <3 Libby and i'll never forget you puppy
random quote: Jay "What this isn't a party there isn't rent playing"
gosh i love you hunny
Question of the day: What do you think was the most life changing event you had in 2005?
the last couple days have been so wow i don't even know what to say Katies party i finally said some stuff that had been eating at me forever, and new years eve i realized were the class of 06/07 and i never want to be a senior. because after being a senior we have to move on which is life yes but, how much the unknown is freaking me out is ridiculous. uhh new years night we all went to olivias. It was one of the scarriest nights of my life, lol and i'm seen some scary ones. Everything ended up being okay which i knew would happen i just didn't knwo waht steps would have to be taken to make sure that would happen. there were funny parts, but ah i'm a major worrie wart i guess....w/e.... oh and i also realized new years eve how much i just miss seeing everyone, like my siser warned me...but it's worth it hahah yes i'll just stop before this turns into last entry
winter break of 2005 was...new a new experience completely.
i'm leaving 2005 feeling that there are reasons things work out the way they do, leaving it actually thinking maybe our actions are suppost to happen what we do or don't do or who we end up being with.....there is reason behind it even if it isn't that significant to the world it is to your life
haha enough of me throwing my cheesey thoughts you can all read and laugh at i'll end in i'm so happy for being with Jay he made break especially amazing i finally think were good like going to stay good for a while...he makes me so happy and just feel so much better about everything.
the only person i really hung out with besides jay when there wasn't a party was Callie and yes for emo pics and just i'd really missed you darling so i'm glad we finally got a chance to just hang out and goof around
And megan m haha i love that kid so much and i just think even though she was gone for most of break we got a lot closer and it just makes me.......feel happy she thinks a lot along the lines that i do
Thank you everyone who i interacted with at all in 2005. I grew up so much that year i just don't even know what to say besides thank you to all of you everyones definatly taught me so many things. just wow if i really look back and think about it
I <3 Libby and i'll never forget you puppy
random quote: Jay "What this isn't a party there isn't rent playing"
gosh i love you hunny
Question of the day: What do you think was the most life changing event you had in 2005?