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SO RYAN MICHAEL TRAINOR IS THE BEST PERSON IN THE WORLD AND I'M IN LOVE WITH HIM *as a friend bruce lol that was funny* haha okay so ryan stopped over earlyer oh ya sorry for updating twice but then he did again cuz this lady wasn't ready to cut his hair yet and he came back and was like you know how i said i needed 45 min. with you alone for your birthday and i was like hmm yes of course cuz that was so cute and he was like well my plan was dorky and he explained how he was goign to take me out for ice cream because he owed me that and then put on the ff8 cuz he knew i liked that game music from the dance scene and play it and teach me the dance and i was like AWWW TAHT IS NOT DORKY and so anywyas he took me out front drove up his car next to my driveway and we went onto my front lawn and he taught me the dance that he had practiced cuz he downloaded the song and dance for meee!!!! i was literally Squeeling with happiness that was the cutest thing ever and the BEST BIRTHDAY PRESENT IN THE WORLD OMG!!! awww wow that made me feel so special and loved and awwww ryan *hug* i just i'm just............HAPPY I AM FOR ONCE IN A REALLY LONG TIME NOT SAD AT ALL ahhh i can't remeber the last time i felt so good like EEE today everythign seems to be going my way and ryan thank you so much that was sooooooo unbelivebly cute and........Thanks and ahh thanks to everyoen makeing me happy right now especially Jay too. and yay for happyness sorry for updating twice really close to each other just.........i'm happy!