Jan 10, 2005 15:08
wow...it seems that ppl have forgotten me..no one has commented..
well this entry will be to complain..
you know..i really truely thought i had friends...i could say i have one friend...chris. the rest are aquintances...if that is how you spell it...
ugh..i dont even know who i could trust anymore..since noone seems to trust me anymore...!
you know chris (even tho i know your not reading this..no one does..they all think im dead) you are the only think keeping me here..hoping that one day we can be together...even though i really shouldnt go throught more parents and people hating me more..but i do..bc i love you..and i am going nuts!!! juss bc of the promise that we had w/ each other...you dont know how bad everything is tempting me to do it....
sorry for the bad entry..bye