just a thought...
i'm depressed. i'm depressed because i just can't care anymore. i really think that depressed is the wrong word, but i definitely have some apathetic feelings. nonchalance is a deadly thhing, and often times it's just a facade. i think i want to care about my school work, but i just don't. i realy could give a shit less. and this is a problem because i don't want to be one of those people who change second semester. i don't want to be the looser ball of crap amongst all the dedicated workers...the black sheep. but IB, "i think that you dost love me." it would never treat me unkind. i think i do care but it's hard to find the feelings. it's hard to find any feelings right now...or maybe it's too easy. paradox.
i wish i could write this paper as easily as i can type out this LJ. if only othello was as dear to me as myself. "you are well tuned now! i will set down the pegs that make this music, as honest as i am." i like iago, would not mind a little dischord. a social hang up, a glitch in my practical, well-calibrated system. something that makes me happy and sad at the same time. like love and iPods.
love is sharing an iPod and loving all the songs that the other one picks. and they didn't pick them because they knew what you liked, but because you genuinly liked it. and any disagreement in music is because you just wanted to hear the othr person speak, to hear the sound of thier voice, even if they're yelling at you. that's a harmonious dischord. love and iPods.
"no matter how your heart is dreaming, if you keep on believing, the dream that you wish will come true."--Cinderella
i wish i could write this paper as easily as i can type out this LJ. if only othello was as dear to me as myself. "you are well tuned now! i will set down the pegs that make this music, as honest as i am." i like iago, would not mind a little dischord. a social hang up, a glitch in my practical, well-calibrated system. something that makes me happy and sad at the same time. like love and iPods.
love is sharing an iPod and loving all the songs that the other one picks. and they didn't pick them because they knew what you liked, but because you genuinly liked it. and any disagreement in music is because you just wanted to hear the othr person speak, to hear the sound of thier voice, even if they're yelling at you. that's a harmonious dischord. love and iPods.
"no matter how your heart is dreaming, if you keep on believing, the dream that you wish will come true."--Cinderella