much ado about you.... see you in my dreams... ( yeah thats right, embrace the code-talk)
I'm feeling crazily subdued and totally strung out at the same time. I have tons of work to do, just like everyone else does, I know. And, tomorrow is a crazy day so I am just wondering how exactly I am going to get through it all. I'll be fine though, I always kind of am. I had an interesting day. I feel so free and calm leaving it up in the air. I feel so fine with it all for the first time ever.
I am feeling good about the boy too. He is being nice and somewhat responsive which is encouraging.
I am feeling conflicted cause I want to let it out and say it all and let myself do what I want, but I think for that sake of everyone I am gonna filter it all for a little while longer.
I am nervous cause I haven't heard from Darci. I feel like I was a shitty bridesmaid and that I let her down. Everyone was drunk, but I just feel guilty I guess.
I walked by the lake for a while and it was so pretty and open and all that corny stuff. I loved it and I felt it all and it was so refreshing.
I ould like to get a puppy, preferrably stitch who is a brindle french bulldog, that is so ugly it was meant to be and who is sitting in pet depot wondering when I am going to come take him home. Unrealistic I know, but a girl can dream.
Oh yeah and the new orleans saints played football last night and W's father tossed the coin and sain louis lost, oh the fucking irony, can you feel it too? heh heh heh.
He war - cat power
I am feeling good about the boy too. He is being nice and somewhat responsive which is encouraging.
I am feeling conflicted cause I want to let it out and say it all and let myself do what I want, but I think for that sake of everyone I am gonna filter it all for a little while longer.
I am nervous cause I haven't heard from Darci. I feel like I was a shitty bridesmaid and that I let her down. Everyone was drunk, but I just feel guilty I guess.
I walked by the lake for a while and it was so pretty and open and all that corny stuff. I loved it and I felt it all and it was so refreshing.
I ould like to get a puppy, preferrably stitch who is a brindle french bulldog, that is so ugly it was meant to be and who is sitting in pet depot wondering when I am going to come take him home. Unrealistic I know, but a girl can dream.
Oh yeah and the new orleans saints played football last night and W's father tossed the coin and sain louis lost, oh the fucking irony, can you feel it too? heh heh heh.
He war - cat power