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Here I am, back to the place where I always end up no matter what path my life seems to take me on. And you know what I've learned in my absence? Not a goddamn thing. Except that yogurt with granola is delicious and nutritious for every meal and that I'm ready to burst any day now and get this kid out of me. Which I still don't know the sex of yet because I'd rather it be a surprise. I'm equal opportunity anyway. I bought a piece of pink clothing the other day which made my mother frown and ask what I would do if it turned out to be a boy. My boy will wear pink! Knowing me, any son of mine would be leaning that way anyway. I'd train him just to be like his Uncle Eminem. Here and queer and everybody better get used to it.
This isn't where I thought I'd be, but it's where I am. I'm not afraid to be a single mother; in fact, I had plenty of opportunities to do this as a team before I ran away from all of it and everyone so I know that there is no one to point a finger at but myself. But I'm not afraid. I'll do what I have to do, I always have. And you know what I want this time around? Nothing. I think maybe if I expect nothing, I'll stay saner. We'll see.
almost keri (8:06:09 PM): i bet my kid will never cry.
almost keri (8:06:16 PM): except in the presence of you.
leo lies (8:06:16 PM): i'll make it cry
almost keri (8:06:19 PM): aka evil.
leo lies (8:06:19 PM): hahaha
almost keri (8:06:21 PM): HAHAHA
leo lies (8:06:21 PM): shut up
It's good to know that some things don't change.
This isn't where I thought I'd be, but it's where I am. I'm not afraid to be a single mother; in fact, I had plenty of opportunities to do this as a team before I ran away from all of it and everyone so I know that there is no one to point a finger at but myself. But I'm not afraid. I'll do what I have to do, I always have. And you know what I want this time around? Nothing. I think maybe if I expect nothing, I'll stay saner. We'll see.
almost keri (8:06:09 PM): i bet my kid will never cry.
almost keri (8:06:16 PM): except in the presence of you.
leo lies (8:06:16 PM): i'll make it cry
almost keri (8:06:19 PM): aka evil.
leo lies (8:06:19 PM): hahaha
almost keri (8:06:21 PM): HAHAHA
leo lies (8:06:21 PM): shut up
It's good to know that some things don't change.