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I'm trying my damndest not to lose focus.
I've been struggling lately with nihilism. I don't want to get into it, because it's been depressing the hell out of me and I don't want to depress anyone else with my faulty logic and reasoning, but I'm having a hard time lately garnering any meaning from life. All I can see are the endpoints, and everything seems hollow and pointless. I'm stuck in the future, reminiscing about the past, while in the meantime, the present blows right past me.
So yeah, I guess my main problem is that I can't stay in the present; nothing seems relevant. I need to fix this.
Counseling is helping, but not as much as I'd hoped.
Balls.
In other, more uplifting news, this game is fucking hard.
Wait, that's frustrating, not uplifting. Oh well.
I've been struggling lately with nihilism. I don't want to get into it, because it's been depressing the hell out of me and I don't want to depress anyone else with my faulty logic and reasoning, but I'm having a hard time lately garnering any meaning from life. All I can see are the endpoints, and everything seems hollow and pointless. I'm stuck in the future, reminiscing about the past, while in the meantime, the present blows right past me.
So yeah, I guess my main problem is that I can't stay in the present; nothing seems relevant. I need to fix this.
Counseling is helping, but not as much as I'd hoped.
Balls.
In other, more uplifting news, this game is fucking hard.
Wait, that's frustrating, not uplifting. Oh well.