Nov 23, 2005 11:22
::sigh::smiles::
Just got off work,goodness gracious, what an eventful day. Im so glad you came home to see me early! It was awesome to have you pop in like that. Im not one to be happy about surprizes but...I do admit this was a good one! Tomorrow is Miss Ashleys 20th birthday. God shes so old. Too bad Richard wont be comming to see her...ha- right ash! I honestly contemplated seeing if me and him could oversome our differences and just be civil. It seemed asif we had been through far too much for far too long to simply never speak again, but...as always hunny you reasure me that I would have to be out of my mind to even want to attempt a friendship. I do, infact; love Richard. Just not to type of love we had hoped it would be. Your like a brother to me now.Regardless of how much you claim not care you think about me, you wonder how im doing,and you miss me. I wish you could at least grow above these childish games. I am upset things didnt turn out the way we would have hoped and I do regret hurting you. Weve both made mistakes,and rushed into some idealistic relatioship.
If you cant simply talk to me, about our situation...then please simply let go of it.