Jan 18, 2005 21:23
i cant believe whats happening. how can you be so happy one moment, but want to never speak to anyone again in another. oh my gosh. how can someone be so fake!! it amazes me. i am flabbergasted.
sometimes it takes all my time wondering why i cant figure it out
sometimes it wastes all my energy just to forget about
all the memories that id be better off without. yea 9 bloody years. i cant even stand this anymore. i mean seriously ive tried to ignore but i cant. how could you?? its sad. it really is. how someone that meant so much to you. doesnt even bloody care any more. its like everything you hoped would last
it just always becomes your past. its funny how best friends can become _________________.
nothing.