Very fucking angry!!!
First of all, let me just start off by saying how pissed off i am that no one bothered to come to the wake on Sunday or for that matter, have even called me since my grnadmother has died. What the hell is wrong with all of you. I've tried so hard to be there for all of you through thick and thin and i had absolutly no one to talk to about this. The only thing that was said to me was " oh, you weren't that close to her anyways". I thought that it was so disrespectful to myself and my family that not one person even stopped by the house. So you know what, i think a lot is going to change because of all of this. There's going to be no more of this bending over backwards for people, no more driving people around, no more being there when ever it's convient for everyone. Nanny taught all of us that life is just too short to be worring about stuff, and that we should live life to the fullest. So i'm going to let this go and not really worry about it. But form now on, there's not going to be any worring about anyone, I"m going to be taking care of myself and really living my life.