Nov 10, 2004 22:03
wow its been awhile...i miss my nigs...i miss my mom....all i do is work and see david but hanging out with my mom sunday was cool i got lots of irish stuff <3 and saw the blue man group
nother thing i need to quit smoking da pot...its stupid i cnat promise anyone im gonna quit but i would like to im gonna try i really am ok so i kno i have let a lot of ppl down...just dont walk away from me i will be ok my friends you kno who you are...i need all of you you all help me in a different way so dont leave me hanging
my mom and i had a good talk about me joining the navy...she called a recruiter im very happy i told her that i promise i will be coming home safe from were ever im stationed...guys my biggest fear is not my dying...its if i die and my mom is alone...i cant let her be alone so if i do die in war be proud of me and take care of my mom let her be a second mom to you cause she will miss me alot and i cant stand to see her alone so if anything does happen to her promise me you guys will help her out visit her keep her company...keep me and her in you hearts
for some reason i have been having this feeling guys like im ready or something...like if the draft started now and i was able to go i would without a doubt would any of you? please answer that question cause im just wondering how many of my friends would and why or why not.
oh yes good news my mom beat my dad in court...so im hers...we get the money...and im hers!!
night ppl oh yes me and david are doing great by the way lol
love me