Y'know what? Guys are way too confusing.
I wish guys were as simple as they say they are. I mean, I always hear them saying 'Gimme porn and gimme football and I'm a happy guy', but that really doesn't mean anything. Really. It's annoying how they try to convince me that they're totally simple, but they're really far from it. It's annoying actually. Y'see, guys lately have confused me. I don't know why, either. They just have.
Matt and I went to the beach Thursday night to catch up, or so I thought. I kept noticing him trying to pull something; I should have known, it's Matt. Of course he hasn't changed. He's just your typical guy that runs into the ocean half naked, and expects to get warmed up by body heat. Well, I dont think so. So luckily, our trip to the beach didn't result in him stripping down to his boxers again and wading into the water, his balls shrivelling to almost nothing. That was funny, but I didn't want a repeat of that. I kept thinking how strange it was for him to keep trying to pursuade me into.. I don't know... Going out with him? Even though it was a normal thing every day at school wtih him. I guess I just got used to not having that so it felt weird and I wasn't sure how to politely turn him down gently. I forgot all my old tricks already. How sad.
So Matt's become a good friend with Ross, apparently and that's so strange 'cause I've been talking to Ross-y for a while now. It's like two of my different worlds have sort of collided, and its strange. So I've been trying to convince Matt to bring Ross down to HMB 'cause even though he's a friend of Sam's and even though I've been talking to him forever, we haven't met yet, so its weird to have Matt all buddy buddy with him before I've even met him. I dont know how to really explain.
And then there's Ray. My cool-ass Ray. I have a blast talking to him, he's the best. He introduced me to his friend Val and we're similar in a lot of ways, it's awesome. She's a cool chick, I love her to death, but I'm sure most of Ray's friends are pretty cool. But he was acting super strange last night and today and I guess it just passed 'cause we talked again tonight like we do like every night. But I dont think I will be tomorrow night, he'll be at some party or whatever. I should probably do something rather than sit on my lazy ass. Yeah, I'll do something. I don't know, I have to admit this or else I'll go crazy. I like him, he's so awesome and so nice, almost to the point I can't stand it. Strange, I know, but it drives me crazy. Why? 'Cause of the distance. That's the catch, it's horrible. So Mr. Perfect is like - forever away. It sucks hard.
-k
Matt and I went to the beach Thursday night to catch up, or so I thought. I kept noticing him trying to pull something; I should have known, it's Matt. Of course he hasn't changed. He's just your typical guy that runs into the ocean half naked, and expects to get warmed up by body heat. Well, I dont think so. So luckily, our trip to the beach didn't result in him stripping down to his boxers again and wading into the water, his balls shrivelling to almost nothing. That was funny, but I didn't want a repeat of that. I kept thinking how strange it was for him to keep trying to pursuade me into.. I don't know... Going out with him? Even though it was a normal thing every day at school wtih him. I guess I just got used to not having that so it felt weird and I wasn't sure how to politely turn him down gently. I forgot all my old tricks already. How sad.
So Matt's become a good friend with Ross, apparently and that's so strange 'cause I've been talking to Ross-y for a while now. It's like two of my different worlds have sort of collided, and its strange. So I've been trying to convince Matt to bring Ross down to HMB 'cause even though he's a friend of Sam's and even though I've been talking to him forever, we haven't met yet, so its weird to have Matt all buddy buddy with him before I've even met him. I dont know how to really explain.
And then there's Ray. My cool-ass Ray. I have a blast talking to him, he's the best. He introduced me to his friend Val and we're similar in a lot of ways, it's awesome. She's a cool chick, I love her to death, but I'm sure most of Ray's friends are pretty cool. But he was acting super strange last night and today and I guess it just passed 'cause we talked again tonight like we do like every night. But I dont think I will be tomorrow night, he'll be at some party or whatever. I should probably do something rather than sit on my lazy ass. Yeah, I'll do something. I don't know, I have to admit this or else I'll go crazy. I like him, he's so awesome and so nice, almost to the point I can't stand it. Strange, I know, but it drives me crazy. Why? 'Cause of the distance. That's the catch, it's horrible. So Mr. Perfect is like - forever away. It sucks hard.
-k