Jun 20, 2004 16:50
God, self realization #7641232763 today.
One of my many flaws would have to be pushing away those guys that would actually give their life up for me, treat me like a princess, and provide for my everyday needs. I remember a long time ago (well not really, back in the beginning of this school year...) my sister told me "You don't want a guy that treats you like that, you want one who'll treat you like a queen." And honestly, I've found plenty of guys who would have done just so. But I'm stupid and push them away; in hopes that the guy who treats me like shit and makes me feel low will someday turn around and give me what I expect. So I don't know why I always complain about not having a boyfriend; of course I could get one. But I'm just stuck on the ones that I'm never going to get. Or even if I do; it wouldn't work out for long.
..Or they're bisexual, right Lhory?