umm excuse me chrissy... but uh honestly i think out of us three (me you and bryan) im the only one with the heart to do this. you dont kno how many times i have sat there talking to my mom bout this. if you really wanted it then you would do it too. But its not like you can come to cali with me. im sorry but if there isnt an audition in michigan then i really dont think we will be able to audition together. so you dont have to fucking sit here and give me lip about it... cause im actually gonna try and do this. Beucase that have been my goal for my whole life if you kno what if your gonna sit here and be a bitch about it then why would i wanna do it with you? chrissy your my best friend of course i have always wanted to do this with you... but lately it seems like its all just talk and nothing more. im sorry i dont want talk.. i want it to actually happen. At least i try... and dont sit here and do that 'best friend' thing.. cause i hate it when you do that... sit there and try and make me feel like shit beucase im suppose to be your 'best friend' well fuck that. you kno what... you really kno how to put someone down. maybe you should think twice before you say something chris... cuase that was low. im sorry. cuase you are my best friend and you KNOW THAT! and you sit here and make me feel like shit, making me think that i dont do enough to be a best friend. well im sorry that im not the 'best friend' that you want me to be. if im not good enough then go and find someone better. cause moving to cali will happen for me... with or without you... and yeah... i want it to be with you... but im just trying to start something with my life instead of sitting around on my ass all day! i hate that... i hate not being able to play a sport... or something like that. i just sit here... with nothing. i want something on my mind always, something to look forward too.. and lately... thats all i have been thinking about. to whatever... think what the hell you want.
o and thanks.
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