meh

Feb 05, 2005 20:23

ugh, i feel like top quality shit right now. i feel so sick/stressed/upset. so much is happening in my life all at once and its starting to catch up with me. i dont know what to do/think/feel anymore.
whatever,things are all pretty much back to normal in school, somewhat. grades are good, and im actually understanding physics somewhat. kudos allison!
so anyways, jennys party was funn. i love dancing with jenny and cassie :) girls, i love us. anyways, im sure everyone will hear about everything cus our shcool is gay like that.
ugh, thats another thing. i cant deal with school, honestly everyone fucking talks shit about everyone and i hate it so fuckign much,
hm, i also love how girls who i dont even know call me up bitching to me about how i talk shit about them. HOLY FUCK. i have never frigggin met you, how would i have a problem with you??? HONESTLY. i have problems with very few people! i d o n t u n d e r s t a n d p e o p l e.
new subject, after jennys me and cassie went back to her casa and passed out. we were so gonee. this morning we got up early, i dont know why, i feel bad, i couldnt go to cs this morning cus of the baddness of the hangover. oh well, me and cass did nothign all day, just sat around and watched movies as we always do. then we walked for a while got jacque torres <-orgasmic hot chocolate. yummy.
we then made me a hot cd with...drumroll please... 101 songs. and guess what, on all those cds, nothing copied. grrrrreat. i was so looking foward to it too. plus, i got a hotttt pic of my lover :) <- mucho :)
i met darrell on the ferry and he talked some sense into me. i swear to god, even when the kid is yelling at me, he gets though to me and makes me listen. he a l w a y s makes me feel better too.
i think ill go out with annie later if i feel up to it. i havent seen her in awhile and she called me and said she was comign to my side of the island.. btw, speaking of my girls, my bestest jen got her braces off!! woooohooo!! yey for you!
I HATE WHEN PEOPLE ARE MAD AT ME. seriously, its like a friggin annoying itch. except of course, how it makes me so upset. especially with this person....
spring break plans have collapsed. cant go to florida anymore. so if cari deciedes to go to kentucky, thats where i will be headed for spring break. its cool though i think alot of juniors are going. yey,
so i have to start teaching erin, jenny and cassie the dance for talent night. i dont think this is gonna be as much stress as it could be. annas helping me with organization stuff and i really cant thank her enough. i really hope everything is good cus i think our class needs to prove to the school that were not at all near the means of our reputation depicts us.
so what else, i need to go shopping for school clothes and stuff and i also need to get my nails done. maybe ill do that tomorrow because i need to relax. lots of studying to be done tomorow, waaaaay too many tests this week...too much stuff due too. anyways, i think ill go straighten my hair and then call my annie. alright, later lovies
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