Nov 29, 2005 10:34
Ugh...I have so much school work that needs to be done...but I cant concentrate AT ALL. My mind keeps wandering to those I love, who are hurting so much. To the boy whos laugh was so infectious and I wont ever hear again. To a father and mother who wont see their boy grow old, to siblings who wont be able to joke and tease with their brother.
I really want to concentrate but I just cant. Hopefully later, but right now, it just doesnt seem like it will happen. All I can do is work or goof off and distract my mind, whenever I sit down I just start thinking.
Jonathan Tomasz Podpora, you were an amazing man, and will be missed.