for what
i deff agree with saras last post. what is th epoint of updating and things when like no one reads them anymore. i didnt update my journal for awhile but dean depends on it so i started again and now im becoming hooked again. haha.
so i kind of ramble on in entries but no one really reads my entries so why does it matter. so lets see...we lost our game friday 3-0 and ive neevr seen the team play so bad. it was embarrassing sayign that i played for columbia soccer. then im so ready for blackwatch to start and my dad is lime "actually we have to talk about that" he doesnt want me to play blackwath because of the cost. but its not fair. (wow i sound kind of like im whining). but its not. i finally found a team that i rlly like. and i cant wait to see the girls again. and no wmy dad wants to ruin it. i dont understand him sometimes. but even if i have to pay for it myself then im playing for bw.
o yea and i got bottom braces thurs. isnt it sad when im in 11th grade and just getting bottom braces. i hate it and i hate it.
friday is the goff haunted house. mark and i are working it. kyle is going to be in it too because mrs.d said we could have a few more do it. so we are picking him up then working the haunted house. saturday is a party. a group is going as the village people. kyle and i were gonna be ketchup and mustard (haha) but he cant come anymore bc he has a family party. so im felipe, the indian, from the village people. woot. i feel like kyle hasnt been making much of an effort. i call tues and leave a message. usually he calls back that night but he never did then friday he comes online and was like sorry i was out all week. yea, okay, but one call would be decent. maybe a hello or something. but whatever.
so sectionals next week. half the team wants to throw the game so the seasons over. im not one of them. i was to kick ass in sectionals and show columbia soccer can actually do something. we are 6-8-3. we pkay better than our record shows and we deserve some recognition. the only way we are gonna get it is if we do good in sectionals. suck it up girls and play hard.<3
this had been a pretty lengthy entry. if i updated even more frequently i wouldnt have to write such long ones but i have so much homework and i dont want to do it. my rents are goin out tonight so im home alone. so itll be a good time. but im out. peace1.
You know I mean to tell you
All the things I've been thinking deep inside.
My friend, each moment the more I love you
Crush me, Come on baby