Its Killing time..
Wow..this weekend was horribly boring. Well Friday I went to tha Dentist and my dad left me there for like an hour because he had to go do something..(Yea Im so sure). But tha only good thing about about Friday was that my Dentist told me that I would be getting my braces off in 6 weeks! I am over the top exitied! I've had these damn things on ferr like 5 years..its really about time. So then we went and say my aunt Jodi and that was cool and all. Then I came home, talked on tha phone and passed out on my bed. Saturday wasn;t much better...umm lets see I woke up at 1 and me and my mommy talked for once..then she did my hair and umm I went to my aunts about 7ish and got a wired phone call..Ummm and we talked and watched movies till like 3 and went to bed. Then today I went to my grandmas B-day party which was cool cuz I miss my fam like woah. Then I came home and talked on tha phone lol. This was the gayest weekend I've had in a really long time. Well mexico is coming up really fast! and I am dying to get the hell outta here for a week. Plus Im going with Kasey and were all good now..and We had this convo tha other day that had both of us crying..heres part of it..
ButtrflyXxKizzez: i know, the sneaking out, partys, burger king, kohls, bike rides, our "secret spot" by kohls, kmart, lowes,getting in trouble, getting busted,boys.boys.boys,truth or dares, taco bell, and soo much more. we had the best times
GurlofFireNdsire: i hate thinking about it..it makes me wanna cry because we had the best summer ever and i dont even get to see the people that made my life so frickin awesum!
ButtrflyXxKizzez: im the same way, but at some points i like thinking about it, because it makes me miss you even more. Its amazing on how inseperatable we were
GurlofFireNdsire: wow Kasey i just realized how much things have changed.
ButtrflyXxKizzez: like what babe?
GurlofFireNdsire: I mean I'll be staring out the window in class here just thinking of spencers party..or sneeking out that night..or me and mike..or u and jeff..or how i could tell you the stupidest things in the world and you would listen to every fucking word i'd say. Some songs just make me wanna cry because i no that were never ever gonna have a summer like that again..we all grew apart u no? Besides me and you..but i still cant walk to your house at 10 at night on my scooter and i just wish i had one day of summer back, my god im gonna cry..:-(
ButtrflyXxKizzez: :-(im crying!!
GurlofFireNdsire: why tha fuck did i have to fucking move?
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...It got pretty depressing after that. But I was just thinkin about how much I miss Megan, and Kristy and Rod, Niko, Jamar, Dev, Heather, Liz, Meg, Trey, Kasey and these are just a few! I dunno what I want anymore because I do like it here so much but i miss bein home...It almost feels like im balencing two lives on my shoulders. It was hard enough to handle one. I have alot of thinking to do.
Peace out playa...god I hope today isn't bad.
Kels..