Apr 03, 2005 20:52
well sorry to say spring break is over it was fun though. no camping went down but some awesome partying did which definatley made up for it.i got to meet some of the craziest hippies ever and got into some of the most unusual conversations u can imgaine. however there were a couple things i wish would have happened but didnt but i am not going to dwell on it. prom is next weekend i wonder how that will go, i get to race in miami that morning and race back to fort town to get ready in time but im sure everything will be cool.
i didnt want the school year to be over but i feel more and more anxious by the day and now i cant wait for it to end so i dont have to feel like this anymore, its way to nerve racking.
latley i have felt like absolute shit, but what else is new. i feel expendible and useless. its unbelievably hard to go through each day with a smile on my face. i dont trush my instincts anymore and possibly my emotions. maybe i feel this way because of a lack of skating or some way to vent my frustations or something.