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Mar 10, 2005 22:25

Another week of hell I don't know what it is but for the past couple weeks I have just felt like a loser, I know I'm not but I just feel that way I can't help it. Nothing bad happened in the past couple weeks but I just loose it at random times, I have not felt like a good person in a while. It's killing me but I realize that it will eventually get better, not much but still better. I lost my ability to communicate and to express how I feel. I feel artificial, I feel as if I am drowning, I can't stop crying whenever I am alone. I feel bad for the people I have met in the past few weeks because I feel like they are not truly meeting who I am but a temporary Kevin Reynolds (which could be a good thing j/k). But once again I know deep down it will get better and I can be myself again.

Sorry about this post I just had to vent.
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