"castles made of sand fall in the sea, eventually"
A year from now, I will be celebrating a snow day, at the college of my choice (ie, the place that I get into).
A year ago, I was going out with liz, and it was almost semi.
A year before that, I was friends with the juniors; root beer days and awesomeness.
A year before that, i was a freshman, who was kinda a butthead.
I havent updated this in awhile, but i felt the urge to on this snow day.
My family never just sits down and relaxes, for the most part. we're not always running around doing stuff, but there's always something to do, or something we should be doing. I never just sit back and go, yeah, nothing to do today. it's an exhausting lifestyle. work should not be a 24-7 burden. but maybe it is.
i feel a lot more different than I was last year. I feel older and wiser, but also more stressed, kinda. After the show ended, everything calmed down, it is still calm. but i still feel stressed alot of the time. all 8 of my college apps are in, i have good grades, the best ive ever had at trinity. but i still feel like i need to burst out of my body sometimes.
i dont like some things that im doing, and i want to change them; but im having a hard time.
haha...i miss everyone. the seniors, the asp kids, the di camp people. i had a lot of fun with those peoples. and sometimes i feel like im not having that same type/amount of fun anymore. it is my senior year, and i dont feel particularly close to any kids in my class, except for a select few. i wish kevin was still around, even tho he was a scumbag sometimes, he was good alot of the time too, no matter how much we try to deny it.
i dont like when people are close-minded; but i know that i am sometimes.
hahah, i got cut from the basketball team? haha, good times.
hahahahha, where are the good times?
i dont mean being content or really happy even. i mean just being with a big group of people youre close to, and just laughing, or having a good conversation.
i love trinity. and i dont want to see it become part of my past. but on the other hand, i think ill love my college even more. im not really afraid of college, or of losing my friends here. the good people stick; i still talk to austin after 3 years him being gone, and when we do, it's good. so im not afraid that ill lose my friends, or that i wont make new friends. i dunno, maybe it's not that simple. but i think it can be.
haha, i cant wait for the spring show, because i get to act in it!! seriously, i cant wait for that.
A year ago, I was going out with liz, and it was almost semi.
A year before that, I was friends with the juniors; root beer days and awesomeness.
A year before that, i was a freshman, who was kinda a butthead.
I havent updated this in awhile, but i felt the urge to on this snow day.
My family never just sits down and relaxes, for the most part. we're not always running around doing stuff, but there's always something to do, or something we should be doing. I never just sit back and go, yeah, nothing to do today. it's an exhausting lifestyle. work should not be a 24-7 burden. but maybe it is.
i feel a lot more different than I was last year. I feel older and wiser, but also more stressed, kinda. After the show ended, everything calmed down, it is still calm. but i still feel stressed alot of the time. all 8 of my college apps are in, i have good grades, the best ive ever had at trinity. but i still feel like i need to burst out of my body sometimes.
i dont like some things that im doing, and i want to change them; but im having a hard time.
haha...i miss everyone. the seniors, the asp kids, the di camp people. i had a lot of fun with those peoples. and sometimes i feel like im not having that same type/amount of fun anymore. it is my senior year, and i dont feel particularly close to any kids in my class, except for a select few. i wish kevin was still around, even tho he was a scumbag sometimes, he was good alot of the time too, no matter how much we try to deny it.
i dont like when people are close-minded; but i know that i am sometimes.
hahah, i got cut from the basketball team? haha, good times.
hahahahha, where are the good times?
i dont mean being content or really happy even. i mean just being with a big group of people youre close to, and just laughing, or having a good conversation.
i love trinity. and i dont want to see it become part of my past. but on the other hand, i think ill love my college even more. im not really afraid of college, or of losing my friends here. the good people stick; i still talk to austin after 3 years him being gone, and when we do, it's good. so im not afraid that ill lose my friends, or that i wont make new friends. i dunno, maybe it's not that simple. but i think it can be.
haha, i cant wait for the spring show, because i get to act in it!! seriously, i cant wait for that.