Dear Diary~ [Page 9 - Changmin]
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D-D-D-D-Diary!!
Jaejoong kissed me!
It’s not even fair!! My first kiss stolen by a GUY! A DUDE! A BATHROOM BUDDY! A Y CHROMOSOME! A…MAAAAAAAN!
D-D-D-D-D-D-D-D-Diary….!
Please tell me I’m not crazy. Please tell me I’m not…I’m not…
Oh my gosh.
I was asleep…
My hands are shaking so much right now I can barely write.
And I…I didn’t want to wake up ‘cause it was too early. I mean, Yunho tried to…
I should’ve just woken up when I had the chance.
Yunho wouldn’t have LIP RAPED ME!!!!!!!
Yoochun is still laughing about it. He wouldn’t be laughing if hyung LIP RAPED HIM!!!!!! He should try having to live with a LIP RAPIST. Eating the food of a LIP RAPIST. Watching the dead TV with a LIP RAPIST. Brushing your teeth with a LIP RAPIST.
Actually, Diary, I don’t think I will ever stop brushing my teeth. I went through my toothpaste and I’m starting to go through Junsu’s. I used half of Yunho’s mouth wash before he took it away. (Why is he so harsh?) I would’ve gone after the bleach but Yoochun held me back.
I’M TRAUMATIZED.
I feel like Yoochun now, ‘cause I’m still crying. It’s almost lunch time now and I’m STILL crying. I wanna move out, but Yunho won’t let me. Why?!
Junsu tried to console me, but I couldn’t talk back because…because…
I CAN STILL TASTE JAEJOONG IN MY MOUTH.
I’m going to have nightmares for the rest of my life. Jaejoong’s mouth. Jaejoong’s mouth. Jaejoong’s mouth. Jaejoong’s mouth. Jaejoong’s mouth. Jaejoong’s mouth…
…In mine.
OMG!
My mouth tastes…sweet…. How can my mouth still taste like this when I’ve massacred most of the dental hygienic stuff in the apartment? I think I’m going to eat a page of this diary, if you don’t mind. As long as the taste goes away.
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GAH! I can still taste him!
I think I’m sobbing too loud, ‘cause here comes the LIP RAPIST knocking on my door. I’m not letting him in. I’m not letting him in. I’m not letting him in. I’ll die before I let him in.
OMG
Did you hear that, Diary? He wants to “talk.” Well, you know what you have to use to talk, Diary?
YOUR MOUTH!
My mouth is broken right now, so I’m sorry, Jaejoong is going to have to wait until….
FOREVER.
Geeze, what do I have to lick in order to get that guy’s essence out of my mouth???
…
That better not be Yunho taking the hinges off the door, Diary. If it is, I’m jumping out the window.
…
Okay, it stopped. They thought twice about that, didn’t they?
I feel so…so…so…so…so…dirty.
I can still feel Jaejoong’s tongue-
YES he used tongue!
-sweeping around in my…
I feel sick now.
What is this feeling? It’s like dehydration. I think I may be crying too much.
…Or maybe Jaejoong’s SPIT is like POISON and it’s draining my fluids from the inside OUT.
How could he take advantage of a sleeping boy? Doesn’t he ever think before he acts?? You know what? Yoochun is no longer the perv.
JAEJOONG. YOU. ARE. A. PERV. ERT.
I wish I could talk to Kibum. Wait. I think he’d just laugh at me. And then, if I talked to Kibum, I’d be in their dorm, right? So Heechul would be lurking around somewhere and he’d hear the conversation. And then before I know it, Heechul would LIP RAPE me a SECOND TIME. He’d do it. He’d do it. I know it. Just because he’d think it was FUNNY.
Hankyung would laugh, too. He’d laugh, too…
Maybe Eunhyuk would cry with me.
All this crying is exhausting, Diary. How does Yoochun do it? Maybe that’s why he’s always sleeping.
I think I’m gonna cry myself to sleep now. Prepare for some new entries when I wake up, ‘cause I know I’m gonna have some interesting nightmares.
Why me?
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D-D-D-D-Diary!!
Jaejoong kissed me!
It’s not even fair!! My first kiss stolen by a GUY! A DUDE! A BATHROOM BUDDY! A Y CHROMOSOME! A…MAAAAAAAN!
D-D-D-D-D-D-D-D-Diary….!
Please tell me I’m not crazy. Please tell me I’m not…I’m not…
Oh my gosh.
I was asleep…
My hands are shaking so much right now I can barely write.
And I…I didn’t want to wake up ‘cause it was too early. I mean, Yunho tried to…
I should’ve just woken up when I had the chance.
Yunho wouldn’t have LIP RAPED ME!!!!!!!
Yoochun is still laughing about it. He wouldn’t be laughing if hyung LIP RAPED HIM!!!!!! He should try having to live with a LIP RAPIST. Eating the food of a LIP RAPIST. Watching the dead TV with a LIP RAPIST. Brushing your teeth with a LIP RAPIST.
Actually, Diary, I don’t think I will ever stop brushing my teeth. I went through my toothpaste and I’m starting to go through Junsu’s. I used half of Yunho’s mouth wash before he took it away. (Why is he so harsh?) I would’ve gone after the bleach but Yoochun held me back.
I’M TRAUMATIZED.
I feel like Yoochun now, ‘cause I’m still crying. It’s almost lunch time now and I’m STILL crying. I wanna move out, but Yunho won’t let me. Why?!
Junsu tried to console me, but I couldn’t talk back because…because…
I CAN STILL TASTE JAEJOONG IN MY MOUTH.
I’m going to have nightmares for the rest of my life. Jaejoong’s mouth. Jaejoong’s mouth. Jaejoong’s mouth. Jaejoong’s mouth. Jaejoong’s mouth. Jaejoong’s mouth…
…In mine.
OMG!
My mouth tastes…sweet…. How can my mouth still taste like this when I’ve massacred most of the dental hygienic stuff in the apartment? I think I’m going to eat a page of this diary, if you don’t mind. As long as the taste goes away.
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GAH! I can still taste him!
I think I’m sobbing too loud, ‘cause here comes the LIP RAPIST knocking on my door. I’m not letting him in. I’m not letting him in. I’m not letting him in. I’ll die before I let him in.
OMG
Did you hear that, Diary? He wants to “talk.” Well, you know what you have to use to talk, Diary?
YOUR MOUTH!
My mouth is broken right now, so I’m sorry, Jaejoong is going to have to wait until….
FOREVER.
Geeze, what do I have to lick in order to get that guy’s essence out of my mouth???
…
That better not be Yunho taking the hinges off the door, Diary. If it is, I’m jumping out the window.
…
Okay, it stopped. They thought twice about that, didn’t they?
I feel so…so…so…so…so…dirty.
I can still feel Jaejoong’s tongue-
YES he used tongue!
-sweeping around in my…
I feel sick now.
What is this feeling? It’s like dehydration. I think I may be crying too much.
…Or maybe Jaejoong’s SPIT is like POISON and it’s draining my fluids from the inside OUT.
How could he take advantage of a sleeping boy? Doesn’t he ever think before he acts?? You know what? Yoochun is no longer the perv.
JAEJOONG. YOU. ARE. A. PERV. ERT.
I wish I could talk to Kibum. Wait. I think he’d just laugh at me. And then, if I talked to Kibum, I’d be in their dorm, right? So Heechul would be lurking around somewhere and he’d hear the conversation. And then before I know it, Heechul would LIP RAPE me a SECOND TIME. He’d do it. He’d do it. I know it. Just because he’d think it was FUNNY.
Hankyung would laugh, too. He’d laugh, too…
Maybe Eunhyuk would cry with me.
All this crying is exhausting, Diary. How does Yoochun do it? Maybe that’s why he’s always sleeping.
I think I’m gonna cry myself to sleep now. Prepare for some new entries when I wake up, ‘cause I know I’m gonna have some interesting nightmares.
Why me?
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