Charles! :(
Well Charles Grigsby was robbed. I do not agree with the decision at all, but then again if Charles weren't the one to go then it would have been Corey. If Corey was the one to leave I think I would have got on the floor and had a heart attack. What the hell? Watching Charles move his things out of the house was heart wrenching. All of the girls had tears in their eyes and the guys kept quiet. He was the first one to make it into the contest and now he's gone? It was so depressing. After the show I gave him a huge hug because he is my boy. I am going to miss him so much.
Last night I didn't sing to my best capacity. I don't know why I haven't been able to produce better. I'm guessing it is because I am still completely nervous. I can't believe this is happening to me. I have wanted to be a singer since I was in diapers and now that the realization that the dream might come true is hard to swallow. I know I won't win the competition, but the exposure I am getting is unbelievable, not to mention all of the bonds I am making with all of the people here.
Of course Clay is my best friend here and he is the next American Idol, followed by Ruben who I was trying to seduce with my sexy bedroom eyes when we sang tonight but he wasn't looking my way. Then there is Trenyce who I love to pieces. She is mine and all mine I do not share her with anyone sorry. Well I claim a lot of people in the house if you can't tell. I bet you all are annoyed by how I hang off of everyone, but I do not give a crap. I love these people and camera or no camera I am going to show it.
Last night after I sang, Corey came up to me and told me that I did a good job. I told him the same thing and before I knew it we were in the janitor's closet making out while the show was going on. One of the producers went looking for us, and when he found us he was not pleased at all. Making out in random spots is nice. Yes Corey I sang that song just to put it in your head to kiss me. I am glad you took the initiative. ;)
I am still upset about the vote. How could Corey and Charles be in the bottom three? Clay and I have a plan to bury someone in the backyard tonight.
Last night I didn't sing to my best capacity. I don't know why I haven't been able to produce better. I'm guessing it is because I am still completely nervous. I can't believe this is happening to me. I have wanted to be a singer since I was in diapers and now that the realization that the dream might come true is hard to swallow. I know I won't win the competition, but the exposure I am getting is unbelievable, not to mention all of the bonds I am making with all of the people here.
Of course Clay is my best friend here and he is the next American Idol, followed by Ruben who I was trying to seduce with my sexy bedroom eyes when we sang tonight but he wasn't looking my way. Then there is Trenyce who I love to pieces. She is mine and all mine I do not share her with anyone sorry. Well I claim a lot of people in the house if you can't tell. I bet you all are annoyed by how I hang off of everyone, but I do not give a crap. I love these people and camera or no camera I am going to show it.
Last night after I sang, Corey came up to me and told me that I did a good job. I told him the same thing and before I knew it we were in the janitor's closet making out while the show was going on. One of the producers went looking for us, and when he found us he was not pleased at all. Making out in random spots is nice. Yes Corey I sang that song just to put it in your head to kiss me. I am glad you took the initiative. ;)
I am still upset about the vote. How could Corey and Charles be in the bottom three? Clay and I have a plan to bury someone in the backyard tonight.