And the best friend turns as well....
"Am I your fucking girlfriend?" that is what she screams at me today. NICE!!!! Hell no she is not my fucking girlfriend, I love her but I am not that fucking dumb. So today my "bestfriend" and I get into a fight...maybe I am wrong again but I should be used to that right?! So my bestfriend has spent literally every weekend with me for as far back as I can remember and then she meets a guy earlier this week over at her sisters house while spending the night over there. So thursday night I call her she tells me she is still coming over and she already told her guy that (no they aren't together but they have spent everynight together since she met him)the weekends are mine. So I call her on friday and now she is having to stay home to do receipts for her mom, because she is her book keeper, Than I respond with ok but if I call you later and you are not there you are fired...she states I am not going to be here I have to go to my sisters and help her and the bouys move things out of there house for extermination and I am going to do receipts over there....Why can she not do them here who fucking knows. So I call her house today because she is supposed to stay the night over here tonight and her mom and I talk for a few mins her mom states that I should go over there and impose on them and I said know if she wanted me there she would have invited me right? her mom says oh just go impose I state no and I said I hope things work out because it seems she is jumping in it a little fast AND BECAUSE OF MY EXPERIENCE i know that leads no where and her mom agreed. I said will you please have michelle call me when she gets home she is supposed to stay the night tonight and her mom responds with yeah i will believe that when i see it. conversation done and over with we say bye. Then I get a call from michelle who is very upset that i said her and the guy wouldn't last...(oh yeah I am supposed to be the bestfriend and i dont even know his name) so now she has another excuse not to come over today and states she will talk to me when she talks to me....I am hurt and upset and call her back and state that I am glad she can through are friendship away and it is nice to know she cares about me...So yes I am sure I overacted but it REALLY hurt me...and she responds with what am i your fucking girlfriend and hangs up...NO I AM NOT I am supposed to be her best fucking friend. I have gotten in HUGE fights with moe and veronica because michelle comes first and because she is always around and the moments she gets a guy it is by with kimberly....what the fuck ever. I am done ranting and once again I am in the wrong go fucking figure!
Did I mention that the weekends are so important because I am by myself and I become very depressed?
Did I mention that the weekends are so important because I am by myself and I become very depressed?