Thinking a lot lately!
Wow I titled this intry thinking a lot lately and I can't even think of how to start it.. Well, Beth sent me a bunch of pictures of Justin's memorial and wonderful pictures of Julian and Alysia, they are so cute!!! So I am still very angry with god for taking Justin away I had so much faith in the hospital that he would pull though it. I feel so bad the whole time I was restoring everybodys faith and for what, god still took him away from all of us. I thought if I prayed a lot and got everybody else to also that he would just wake up,it makes me so deressed that he didnt... I try to tell myself that god took him because he had better plans for him but, I just am having a hard time... Anyone who has been pregnant before knows along comes crazy real life dreams a couple weeks ago I had a dream that an angel was trying to get my attention at first I just thought maybe it was movie or tv show I had watched but when I started to think about it I now truly believe that it was justin, also a lot of wierd things have been happening in my apartment lately only when I am by myself though lights turn on and off by themselves and lately I have felt soo safe like someone was watching over... The wierdest thing I woke up yesterday and I swear I woke up to justins voice "Get off the phone I have to call Julian" it was soo wierd Well i will post again later I have to go to my dr appt now
Big Hugs, Kassey
Big Hugs, Kassey