Oct 11, 2005 22:24
Hmm...this is a sort of a rant of an lj today! I went to training tonight and unfortunately everyone seems to hate each other...theres loads of phrases like "in someone's case" and "*like* someone" and most of the time you know they aren't talking about you but its hard to distinguish just who they are talking about! Sometimes you think its other juniors, other adults or just someone you don't know altogether! It used to be fun but at the moment it feels like everyone is picking chunks out of each other, I mean they'll watch each other and then find it hilarious if they do something wrong or whereas it used to be the case that we'd help each other out, now its everyone for themselves. There is bitching going on, but about who, what and where is kind of confusing. The reason I particularly liked Springers was because I would get on equally well with Leanne, Joan, Emma, Natalie or Chrissie and now it feels as though if I go talk to one I am taking sides. I used to think it was great cos we all had the same interest and it was different to school because we all genuinely got on.....now it seems I am wrong. The one thing that worries me is, if they bitch about each other, are they saying stuff about me? Have I unknowingly pissed someone off or stabbed someone in the back? Life is confusing....