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I feel a little better since my last update. Justins mom makes me happy when we talk. It's nice to have someone around who doesnt have such a hardcore opinion about everything, and is just kind of chill out. I feel like she makes it a point to try and understand where you're coming from no matter how much she may disagree. I dont think she knows it yet but she made herself a loyal friend for life. It's very rare for me to like someone so wholeheartedly but what did I expect? She spawned the most caring, sensitive and sweet boy of ever. yes so in otherwords: justins mom is a badass. she's awesome
Work has become more hectic, which is good for me considering i work better under pressure. that and i'm not so incredibly bored sitting at my desk. I have some sales meeting/ lunch awards banquet at stoneybrook west in orlando tomorrow. lovely. boo at getting up at five in the fucking morning.
I fly out of sanford on friday to detroit to visit my family in jackson. I want to go see a movie at the michigan theater. It's an old, old theater in historical downtown jackson. i'm talking velvet curtains, chandeleirs, one screen, balcony seats, beautiful. Pictures if i get to go. I also want to go to cascades and reminisce the times i got spanked for trying to climb the fence as a munchkin. I know that five days will go by too fast. I'm hoping that going back home will give me some kind of inner calm to get me through the next couple of months.
I have to develope pictures, pay bills, take care of justins speeding ticket, get enough laundry done to pack and clothe my boyfriend for five days, fill up my gas tank and withdraw enough money to get justin through next week. he's so helpless without me. he doesnt even know the number for our checking account. I'm worried he's going to call me in a panic over th course of my trip. I want to be a good wife and make sure he has nothing to worry about before I leave. good lord. he's snoring. i'm giving him the evil glare even though he cant see it.
Theres a phantom mosquito in the bedroom. I can hear him but he's nowhere to be found. Justin and I make sure to leave the unlucky mosquito corpses smashed everywhere as a fair warning to the others. Maybe 'squito phantom can read and decided i'm too risky to mess with.
maybe i'm delirious.
maybe i should go to bed.
mmhmm
Work has become more hectic, which is good for me considering i work better under pressure. that and i'm not so incredibly bored sitting at my desk. I have some sales meeting/ lunch awards banquet at stoneybrook west in orlando tomorrow. lovely. boo at getting up at five in the fucking morning.
I fly out of sanford on friday to detroit to visit my family in jackson. I want to go see a movie at the michigan theater. It's an old, old theater in historical downtown jackson. i'm talking velvet curtains, chandeleirs, one screen, balcony seats, beautiful. Pictures if i get to go. I also want to go to cascades and reminisce the times i got spanked for trying to climb the fence as a munchkin. I know that five days will go by too fast. I'm hoping that going back home will give me some kind of inner calm to get me through the next couple of months.
I have to develope pictures, pay bills, take care of justins speeding ticket, get enough laundry done to pack and clothe my boyfriend for five days, fill up my gas tank and withdraw enough money to get justin through next week. he's so helpless without me. he doesnt even know the number for our checking account. I'm worried he's going to call me in a panic over th course of my trip. I want to be a good wife and make sure he has nothing to worry about before I leave. good lord. he's snoring. i'm giving him the evil glare even though he cant see it.
Theres a phantom mosquito in the bedroom. I can hear him but he's nowhere to be found. Justin and I make sure to leave the unlucky mosquito corpses smashed everywhere as a fair warning to the others. Maybe 'squito phantom can read and decided i'm too risky to mess with.
maybe i'm delirious.
maybe i should go to bed.
mmhmm