a year full of change, it was.
lots of it, but never enough to do my laundry.
New Years party was at Kumo's this year. Maggie, myself, Kumo, Vaugh, and Michelle were all in attendance.
It was a good time, and Maggie was there to have the 'ceremonial midnight kiss', since neither of us have our boys close at hand.
I did manage to hunt down Alden to wish him a happy new year.
He is officially not coming to visit.
I'm really saddened by this development,
but as i'll be with him all summer, i guess it's not that huge of a deal.
would've been nice though, I miss him like mad. LIKE MAD I SAY.
I miss the way he saunters,
I miss him letting his hair down at the end of the day.
I miss how he says "Oh you," in a manner both accusatory and adoring.
I miss how he tickles me when I make a noise that has no meaning.
I miss the way his beard feels.
I miss how he looks into my eyes.
I miss the way he holds me in his arms.
Everything with him is still so fresh and new, and yet I feel I've known him a very long time. I am at ease, truly at ease, with only a few people. Usually ones I have known for a few years.
I am at ease with him.
I'm so looking forwards to this year.
with him.
with summer.
with English. . .
possibly with Maggie and Daniel too.
which would make things MILLIONS of times more exciting.
SIMBA.
Cheers, 2009, you better be good.