I just found out that this world isn't fair. Funny isn't it.
I really don't know what to say right now. Things really sucked for me today, and have been for the past week or so. Relationships are hard. I don't know if everybody feels the same way or if they already knew, but relationships are so effin hard. I just ended my relationship with my girlfriend of almost 2 years, whom I loved and still do with all my heart. Now all I have is a broken heart and a bloody hand cause I'm a dumbass and had to punch something really hard. This is all strange to me. I've never had this feeling before, feeling this bad for something that I had no power in changing. Call me crazy, but wanting to spend time with your girlfriend is a good thing. Yeah, that's what I thought. I feel neglected. I feel like shit. And I feel like a fool. Now the day is over and I'm alone again like I was about 7 months ago, when we broke up a second time. But only this time, it's final now, at least I think it is. I'm still not sure, my feeling have always governed me before, and I know that I still have feelings for this girl. I dunno. It seems that all the love in the world can't be enough right now, and all that I was doing was setting myself up for a bigger breakup in the future. But just for the record, I LOVED THIS GIRL. With all my heart I loved this girl...