Nov 16, 2005 12:32
I hate fighting with my boyfriend .... especially how bad we fought last night ....
I hate how I take things too personally, especially when I'm as sick as I am ....
I hate how my boyfriend's "friends"/band whores send me pics of him and other girls .... do I really need/want to see that? I really didn't think so ....
I miss my boyfriend. I want him here now. I don't think I can't wait til the end of December to see him :(
I have come to the conclusion that I need some new friends ....
I want out of Orlando. It's so overrated and nothing's exciting anymore ....
Why is it that I always think such bad things? I can't break out of that habit after being treated the way I was for 2.5 years .... I think it's starting to take a toll on every aspect of my life .... but I'm getting over it, even if it is slowly ....
Why must I always over think things? Why can't I just take them for what they are and know and hope that they may change for the better in the future?
Why is it that online causes so much drama? I hate drama as it is, that's why I have limited female friends. I mean, honestly .... do people have so much to hide that they've become THAT paranoid?
Why would anybody get into a relationship with the mind thought that nothing lasts forever and who really cares what happens because we're going to break up and break each other's hearts eventually anyway?
"For every heartbreak, there's hope for something new and from the ashes rise a glimpse of paradise."