Aug 01, 2006 18:46
hey live journal
its definately been a long time
both of my vacations were fantastic. i always hate to come home from beautiful places such as OBX & florida. im addicted to the beach i think. no i dont think, i am. I hate to be home. i cant wait to move out of here and go somewhere weird and live on my own. hopefully near a beach so i can resume my addiction.
im definately not liking home right now. my other grandpa, my dads father, or as i call him, Jido [grandpa in arabic, soft j.], was rushed to the hospital today. Not sure what for? I dont know, my parents are currently there. I would be too but I returned from driving just a little bit ago. I wish theyd call me soon. So I know how he is. He's a champ though, he truely is and I pray to god that whatever is the matter with him goes away because hes a great man.
but i prayed the last time too, and God screwed me over.
Speaking of driving. The instructor i had today gave me the advice of never ever be a driving instructor. He also said I will be quitting this job within the next week. haha. hope that goes well. he was a mono tone man but ripped on shawn's driving school for every time i have driven with him. crazyyy mann.
most of my friends have their license. i shall be getting mine in about a week or 2.
ive spent alot of time with allie lately. everytime we hang out, we cry. the other night her, katy and I went to go see John tucker must die. it was cute. jesse metcalf is gorgeous. and his brother in the movie was cute too. I will miss allie dearly. i've known her for about 10 years. i wish her well in indiana. although i know she will be fine because she is smart, funny, pretty & very easy to get along with. I'll miss her so much.
i got in trouble this morning because i went 400 text's over. want to know why? this psycho bitch who always texts me. and calls me. and never leaves me the fuck alone. i have a life sweetheart, i suggest you find one too.
no i lied i dont have a life. right now it's soccer. no more vacations. except if everything is well with my Jido, I can go to geauga lake tomorrow. with my right hand men [the girls] of course. im soar. form jump stretch. thta place likes to hurt you. no not intentionally. but it pushes you until you cant feel your legs. im having that problem right now.
i got a laptop. im not on it right now though, i turned it off for a while.
florida, brazilian men are the most gentlemen-like men i have ever met in my life. so sweet. anna's nona wants us to marry them. haha. hah. yeahhh. hehe. anna's nona is sooo cool. shes very little and skinny and look 20 years younger and so fiesty! i love it. and her boyfriend, bobby, is soooo coool. hes sweet too. reallly nice people. beautiful house right on the beach.
i met this boy in florida who was really cool. i know what your thinking and no i wasnt interested in him at all considering i do have kevin. but this boy was really cool. from croatia, about 6'5, has grown up there all his life so he has no accent at all. he was a music major at University at central florida. nice kid. we talked about war and stuff. hes a great kid. too bad ill never ever see him again.
speaking of war. boo. lebanons being bombed. beirut especially. my family lives there. so far everyones been okay, but im praying that they all will be okay, very cool people. but i know th eones who live in the city fled further north so I think theyll be good. I hope.
I hope god answer's those prayers too. that'd be nice.
sorry im being so bitchy. i just need to talk to someone. and my sister doesnt like me right now for some reason. and everyones at the hospital. and i dont feel like crying anyways so why not write it in a journal..
I miss you JWB & Uncle bill. hope everythings beautiful up there. We've been thinking of you every day. Especially now because of vacation. And without you there it was very very sad. We all miss you and love you so so much.
& my conclusion to this entry...I hate being home.