a little optimistic caitlin 4 u.... crazy huh?!
so i haven't written on this thing much in awhile... havent really had internet until recently and i just havent really had the time... 2 busy w everyone leaving and tryin 2 spend all the time i could w them.
today was a really good day. i was the only teller at the branch i worked at in kirkland and i did good. i was busy all day and i like it that way. i love when the time speeds by... less and less time until i see jonathan and less and less time until school starts and less and less time until megan comes back 4 thanksgiving. ive been really missin her lately. shes always been there. no matter what. i could never ask 4 anything more. im realizing more and more that i dont have the time, energy, or necessity to have a lot of friends... id rather have a few unbelievably good close friends than a lot of casual friends. i feel like im losing touch w some and i really need 2 focus the time i have rite now on spending more time with the people that mean the most 2 me.
i feel so much better today than i did all last week (minus the weekend which was grrreat). i was just way too sad the whole week... had a pessimistic attitude about jonathan being gone... but it is inevitable. its the way it is 4 a reason. we both have stuff 2 focus on and i think its true that we wouldnt be as focused if we were able 2 b 2gether all year. and it will help us 2 keep our independence and individuality. i mean yes i do and will continue to rely on him a lot but it will help me 2 keep the idea in my head that i can handle being alone without my boyfriend. its pretty much the ultimate test of a relationship anyway 2 c if u can handle being apart, because if u cant then its obviously not meant 2 b. this will just make me a stronger person and the moments i have with him will be even sweeter. and the time will fly by once school starts. im sure of it!!! :)
oc starts thursday... i am excited... and im not sure when one tree hill starts but its either 2nite or next week. ive been watching this new show prison break... it is good stuff. michael, the main character... is beautiful :)
wellll time 2 go eat and it sounds like im headin over 2 blakes 2 hang out w him and jeff... they were apparently goin 2 kill some coyotes.. weird yes yes... but they realized they can go 2 jail 4 firing guns and all... so think they r rethinkin it haha....
manya----- saturday---- u and me and annas soccer game... i really do miss u guys... and i kno ur workin tons so u dont have time either... but we will figure it out! have a good 1st day 2moro and pass that 2 BEKHA and my little little sis 4 me. :)
today was a really good day. i was the only teller at the branch i worked at in kirkland and i did good. i was busy all day and i like it that way. i love when the time speeds by... less and less time until i see jonathan and less and less time until school starts and less and less time until megan comes back 4 thanksgiving. ive been really missin her lately. shes always been there. no matter what. i could never ask 4 anything more. im realizing more and more that i dont have the time, energy, or necessity to have a lot of friends... id rather have a few unbelievably good close friends than a lot of casual friends. i feel like im losing touch w some and i really need 2 focus the time i have rite now on spending more time with the people that mean the most 2 me.
i feel so much better today than i did all last week (minus the weekend which was grrreat). i was just way too sad the whole week... had a pessimistic attitude about jonathan being gone... but it is inevitable. its the way it is 4 a reason. we both have stuff 2 focus on and i think its true that we wouldnt be as focused if we were able 2 b 2gether all year. and it will help us 2 keep our independence and individuality. i mean yes i do and will continue to rely on him a lot but it will help me 2 keep the idea in my head that i can handle being alone without my boyfriend. its pretty much the ultimate test of a relationship anyway 2 c if u can handle being apart, because if u cant then its obviously not meant 2 b. this will just make me a stronger person and the moments i have with him will be even sweeter. and the time will fly by once school starts. im sure of it!!! :)
oc starts thursday... i am excited... and im not sure when one tree hill starts but its either 2nite or next week. ive been watching this new show prison break... it is good stuff. michael, the main character... is beautiful :)
wellll time 2 go eat and it sounds like im headin over 2 blakes 2 hang out w him and jeff... they were apparently goin 2 kill some coyotes.. weird yes yes... but they realized they can go 2 jail 4 firing guns and all... so think they r rethinkin it haha....
manya----- saturday---- u and me and annas soccer game... i really do miss u guys... and i kno ur workin tons so u dont have time either... but we will figure it out! have a good 1st day 2moro and pass that 2 BEKHA and my little little sis 4 me. :)