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[k8thefreak]

this is messing me up...
i duno whats going on with him...
i duno if i can deal wiht this crap...
cant it all go back to how it was?

i dont know if i want someone knew
someone who shows they care for me.
someoen who doesnt give the impression they aren't jsut using me.
i want someone to share their dreams wiht me.

why cant he care teh way i want him too..
why cant he show it,
i need to feel loved
i need to feel wanted.

its tearing me apart inside..
when all i want
all i need
is a little piece of you..

show me u care.
put urself on teh line
remember the little things.
dont take it for granted..

your pushing me away..
so far away...
im not sure...
i dont think i can stay if it stays this way...
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im not ready for someone new
im not ready to put my trust in you
i cant do it

i need to be free.
i need to live for me

im sorry
i never meant to treat u this way
i didnt meant to put u in this position.

i just needed a friend
someone to talk too.
someone to lean on..
im sorry.

please dont walk away
please stay.
i want u too see.
im better than teh side ive shown
im better.
im more like what u want me to be...
i just dont know how to show it...