emotional turmoil.
The past few days have been bittersweet. It started out in gallera for the holy week. Marinduque plans didn't go as well as we hoped because the Lucena (Dalahican) port was total chaos at 3am. No lines. No tickets. No schedule. No boats. NO ORDER. And people were fine with that. A sea of travellers going home with their luggage fitting into any space they could hunt. Back-up plan? What back-up plan?!?! There is no way i'm going back home. Pam, Kina, Ton and I are going somewhere for a vacation by hook or by crook! So we headed to the batangas pier to get to puerto gallera instead. I should buy a sturdy backpack. Those rolly bags are HASSELBLAD dude! Batangas at around 5:15 am. No sleep no eat and hella tired. MB Bryant at 6:30 yay! We finally have a ticket. So much for assurance...the pier quickly flooded with people again. So there we stood by the gate with hardly any room to breathe. It's 8am and no boat yet. Yesssssss. I just want to lay dead. We get there and we don't have a place to stay. It's almost 11 and we don't have a place to stay!!!!!!!!
Dragging our feet we oh-so-energetically tried to look for a place. "Ay meron tayong residential pero 6-minute walk. Mura lang!" 6 turned into 10 then into about 15. But in my body clock, we walked for about an hour while kina sat at coco aroma watching our bags, eating and drinking a lucious banana shake. We said no to the residential far-ass place and settled in. marinduque budget=700 a night. Gallera budget=2,500 a night.
what a nightmare. Then the nightmare turned into a dream. Everything was just a haze...like pam says. And i totally agree. The alcohol helped and other stuff too. I met someone. On our last night.
Emotions emotions. Basically what overpowers me right now is fear. Whatever happens, fear is evident in my soul. This is bad. How do you deal with that? Is there some sort of emotional warm-up or recovery exercise? Let me know please.
And then.... 29,800 is no joke. It was your discrepancy and not mine. I tried to tell you but you wouldn't listen. Apology accepted but not forgotten. Another emotional ride. Service is service and nobody deserves demeaning remarks. That happened on wednesday. Fuck that.
Dragging our feet we oh-so-energetically tried to look for a place. "Ay meron tayong residential pero 6-minute walk. Mura lang!" 6 turned into 10 then into about 15. But in my body clock, we walked for about an hour while kina sat at coco aroma watching our bags, eating and drinking a lucious banana shake. We said no to the residential far-ass place and settled in. marinduque budget=700 a night. Gallera budget=2,500 a night.
what a nightmare. Then the nightmare turned into a dream. Everything was just a haze...like pam says. And i totally agree. The alcohol helped and other stuff too. I met someone. On our last night.
Emotions emotions. Basically what overpowers me right now is fear. Whatever happens, fear is evident in my soul. This is bad. How do you deal with that? Is there some sort of emotional warm-up or recovery exercise? Let me know please.
And then.... 29,800 is no joke. It was your discrepancy and not mine. I tried to tell you but you wouldn't listen. Apology accepted but not forgotten. Another emotional ride. Service is service and nobody deserves demeaning remarks. That happened on wednesday. Fuck that.