WhAtS ReAlLy On My MiNd: i've never really dont this in my journal yet... i always write about happy things.... there is alot of stress in my life right now.... ( confessions of a teenage drama queen )
hey katie, dont feel depressed! i love u..... and its normal for ppl are ages to get like you did.... i have felt like that a lot lately... thats why i felt like when i came over to your house over break we couldnt connect like we usually do... did u feel like that?... to tell u the truth when i came home i was really sad cuz it didnt feel like we were that good of freinds anymore... partly b/c i wasnt telling your evrything and i think you weren't telling me everything... remember how close we used to be...i would tell u everything and u would always help me out! i wish we could still be like that! i wish we could do that weekend over again.. or maybe we can talk or hango ut sometime soon, cuz i miss my best friend! but i know what your talking about ...its just hard cuz when your start thinking about something you think about everything.... and most of the time it starts with stress but you have to remember everyone has stresses and its a normal thing! and if your feel fat its cuz u just got back from srping break.... everyone feels like that but u ARE NOT FAT!!!!!! i promise and dont compare yourslef ever! you are your own person and be proud of that! i have always looked up to u katie and i hate seeing yourslef down. and any guy would love to have u... i havent had a bf since jordan for a while. lol like i would have the crush and the flriting but nothing seemed to happen between any guys... but i just stayed myself and then jon starting liking me, so if i were u i would just be myself b/c your awesome and dont worry about guys, u are only 15 u know.... and dont change and compare yourslef cuz i love u! just the way u are! lol sorry its so long... i was just thinkig about a lot of stuff ! lol love ya!!
yes i felt that.... its just because we didnt talk for so long... we need to talk more and tell eachother eveything thats going on in our lives and we will be back to were we were....thnx jessica i love you! you make me feel so much better and you still are my best friend....i remember in 4th grade when i was a bitch to you and always hung out with emily and it took me soo long to get back to as good of freinds as we were the next year....we will have to hang out soon....im coming to your play remember! iloveyou! <3katie
dont feel depressed! i love u.....
and its normal for ppl are ages to get like you did....
i have felt like that a lot lately...
thats why i felt like when i came over to your house over break we couldnt connect like we usually do... did u feel like that?... to tell u the truth when i came home i was really sad cuz it didnt feel like we were that good of freinds anymore... partly b/c i wasnt telling your evrything and i think you weren't telling me everything... remember how close we used to be...i would tell u everything and u would always help me out! i wish we could still be like that! i wish we could do that weekend over again.. or maybe we can talk or hango ut sometime soon, cuz i miss my best friend! but i know what your talking about ...its just hard cuz when your start thinking about something you think about everything.... and most of the time it starts with stress
but you have to remember everyone has stresses and its a normal thing!
and if your feel fat its cuz u just got back from srping break....
everyone feels like that but u ARE NOT FAT!!!!!! i promise and dont compare yourslef ever! you are your own person and be proud of that! i have always looked up to u katie and i hate seeing yourslef down. and any guy would love to have u... i havent had a bf since jordan for a while. lol like i would have the crush and the flriting but nothing seemed to happen between any guys... but i just stayed myself and then jon starting liking me, so if i were u i would just be myself b/c your awesome and dont worry about guys, u are only 15 u know.... and dont change and compare yourslef cuz i love u! just the way u are! lol sorry its so long... i was just thinkig about a lot of stuff ! lol love ya!!
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its just because we didnt talk for so long...
we need to talk more and tell eachother eveything thats going on in our lives and we will be back to were we were....thnx jessica i love you! you make me feel so much better and you still are my best friend....i remember in 4th grade when i was a bitch to you and always hung out with emily and it took me soo long to get back to as good of freinds as we were the next year....we will have to hang out soon....im coming to your play remember!
iloveyou!
<3katie
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