k8r

Wow

Jun 10, 2003 17:44

So, the last time I posted was the day after I got my tattoo, like a month ago. I'm glad I have a livejournal. I need to talk today. I'm not having a bad day, definitely not. I just am in need of pouring my thoughts out to someone.

I'm having a tired day. I am not quite sure why though. It's actually been pretty good, I think I just need to go to bed a little earlier. Hell, why start now? There is only 1 day of school left and I have no exams.

Alright. I can't explain the amount of happiness I experience every day because of my boyfriend. It's so weird- I never would have thought for a SECOND that going to a random party could throw me a life-long friend. I don't like to look too far into the future because I don't want to get too excited or anything. I just know that I feel so amazing and at ease with being in love with him. I've not doubted our relationship once in the whole time we've been together. A year and three months is a long time for me. And I hope that it lasts for a LONG time yet. We've discussed getting married and having kids and whatnot... But more recently, we want to geta joint bank account. I think that it would be a good idea. We want to save up for a new car.

I've realized that dating Cory has made an incredible impression on my life. I've never been so happy for such a prolonged period of time. Granted we all have our down time, this is also record-breaking for me. For the first time in my life, I can put aside everything going on in my life, and make him happy- it helps because he does the same for me. This overwhelming desire to keep smiling is amazing. I'm happy.

I need to start hanging out a lot more. I need to start exercising a lot more. I need to NOT eat so much anymore- or atleast make healthy choices, damnit. Ya know what? I NEED TO HAVE SEX! This period thing is killing me. lol.

I think I'm done.

I'm happy.
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