rambles.
Today is Halloween. For the first time in Halloween history, I want to be home. I wanted to joy of carving pumpkins with my mom even though I hated that she made me. I did get to carve one with Stefan though, but some bitches stole it. It was my proud moment. Its the only thing Halloweenish I have done this year. I dont have a costume and I am not going out. I'm sitting here working on a paper, and doing math that I missed. I'm on the verge of failing math. I hate writing stupid shit. For my B paper I cant even write about the movie i wanted! Cause the bitch is too fat to watch it. I love my psych class. I wish I could just be in that class all day everyday. Some reason it makes me feel better, its something I love. Something I can devote my time to, and it doesnt feel like class. Finally something I love. My friends in Austin suck. They are boring and only like to party. I want to fucking have a movie night, but nooooo. HOOKAH bars a must. Fuck hookah sheesha whatever the fuck you want to call it. Its nasty and makes me wanna punch someone in the face. I want to go trick or treating. I want to watch Hocus Pocus, I never thought Id have to spend a holiday alone. I decided I am going to watch an Independent film ALONE tonight, going to the movies alone? ON HALLOWEEN! how fucking pathetic am i? I mean come on now. I know my life doesnt suck. But, my friends even in Houston are starting to sicken me. They hardly even talk to me. Might as well let go of them too. Too bad its hard.