old comments
Today I decided to go back and read some old comments. It made me think. Why did so many more people love me then than now? Have I changed that much? Or is it the others who have changed? I really miss the year 06. It was a time of new things, new faces, heart break, falling in love, a care free year. 07' hasn't been that bad, it just seems hard. I've fallen madly in love with a wonderful boy, left some people behind which kills me everyday, stopped using drugs, graduated high school, moved far away, felt lonely, felt depressed, ect. I really am ready for the new year. School is hard, but I am getting through, I know I will be successful in whatever I chose to do with my life. I am proud. I hope to transfer soon maybe to Dallas. I'd love to be with Stefan, but I don't want to make a decision like that unless I really really want to go there. i have some thinking to do. Regardless, well be together for much longer. I feel it. We are in love. Despite our fights, tears, grumpiness, and stubbornness. I wouldn't change us for the world. We had the most romantic year anniversary. I loved it. He isn't coming home for Thanksgiving which upsets me, but we will have a month together for Christmas break. I am excited! I can't wait. I love Christmas, I just hope Stefan and I have a better one this year. Oh well time to lay in bed. Goodnight all.